“So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I’m still trying to figure out how that could be.” -The Perks Of Being A WallflowerTumblr (3.0; @briezhettestfuppercut)http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/<p>it&#8217;ll never end, <br/> &#8216;til it gets so bad <br/> that the ink fills in our fingerprints <br/> and the silouhette of your own face becomes the black cloud of war <br/> and even in our dreams we&#8217;re so afraid the weight will offset who we are <br/> all those breaths that you took have now been canceled in your lungs. <br/> last night my teeth fell out like ivory typewriter keys<br/> and all the monuments and skyscrapers burned down and filled the sea.</p> <p>save our ship <br/> the anchor is part of the desk <br/> we can&#8217;t cut free, <br/> the water is flooding the decks <br/> the memo&#8217;s sent through the currents<br/> computers spark like flares <br/> i can see them. <br/> they don&#8217;t touch me, <br/> touch me. </p> <p>please someone, <br/> teach me how to swim. <br/> please, don&#8217;t let me drown</p>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/42535089079http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/42535089079Thu, 07 Feb 2013 18:16:16 -0500<p><span class="Apple-style-span">Just wake me when it&#8217;s over,<br/>When the curtains raise,<br/>It&#8217;s time to move on.<br/>Exit now, credits rolling,<br/>The girl who stole my heart.<br/>The one that got away&#8230;<br/><br/>You know me too well,<br/>She&#8217;s sorry, I can tell.<br/>Scene missing, fade to black.<br/>You&#8217;re acting all this out!<br/><br/>You have me still because I&#8217;m breathing,<br/>Although it has slowed down.<br/>Please don&#8217;t cry because I&#8217;m leaving.<br/>I hope I see you soon.</span></p>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/42198917687http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/42198917687Sun, 03 Feb 2013 12:34:35 -0500<p>Trying to create something that&#8217;s not there. <br/> A spark I saw as a bomb is just a means to an end. <br/> And I was just so happy to be out of my shell again, <br/> don&#8217;t think that I really cared for who or what. <br/> So for now I&#8217;ll just have to keep it shut.</p> <p>If you&#8217;re not ready, you&#8217;re not ready. <br/> Please stop acting like you are. </p> <p>How could I know <br/> that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire? <br/> And I know the spark inside your eyes <br/> was just the match I used to set myself on fire. </p> <p>My mouth&#8217;s shooting blanks. <br/> Situation&#8217;s unbearable, <br/> I&#8217;ve gotten vulnerable. <br/> Now anyone is free to waltz right in. <br/> My temple&#8217;s been invaded <br/> and there&#8217;s nobody guarding it. <br/> All over this lonely life, <br/> but what&#8217;s so wrong with being all alone? <br/> Alone&#8217;s the only way I&#8217;ve ever known. </p> <p>If you&#8217;re not ready, you&#8217;re not ready. <br/> Please stop acting like you are. </p> <p>How could I know <br/> that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire? <br/> And I know the spark inside your eyes <br/> was just the match I used to set myself on fire. </p> <p>I&#8217;m pleading cause this kills and it&#8217;s still bleeding. <br/> My darling I&#8217;m taking my life back to start healing.</p> <p>How could I know <br/> that everything you say are lies about devotion and desire? <br/> And I know the spark inside your eyes <br/> was just the match I used to set myself on fire.</p>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/42086202133http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/42086202133Sat, 02 Feb 2013 02:21:53 -0500<p>Send &#8220;Northern Downpour&#8221; Ringtone to your cell<br/> If all our life is but a dream, fantastic posing greed<br/> Then we should feed our jewelry to the sea<br/> For diamonds do appear to be<br/> Just like broken glass to me</p> <p>And then she said she can&#8217;t believe<br/> Genius only comes along in storms of fabled foreign tongues<br/> Tripping eyes and flooded lungs<br/> Northern downpour sends its love</p> <p>Hey moon, please forget to fall down<br/> Hey moon, don’t you go down<br/> Sugarcane in the easy morning<br/> Weather vanes my one and lonely</p>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/42082981715http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/42082981715Sat, 02 Feb 2013 01:11:50 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1f3a59b079ec468b7ca01bed39e1920f/tumblr_mhh287yoUx1qhfhvho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>On my way to bed when….</p> <p><br/> …,a sleeping Pokemon is blocking your path….</p> <p><br/> Damn you wild snorlax! Why must you always be in the way? I just want to sleep….</p>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/41922163778http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/41922163778Wed, 30 Jan 2013 23:09:43 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/ed86a69e31ed85b417a1835ca5ff1bb7/tumblr_mhh23xLCXD1qhfhvho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>It’s been awhile. You know you miss me.</p>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/41921966878http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/41921966878Wed, 30 Jan 2013 23:07:09 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwhvmas9e01qhfhvho1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503286765http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503286765Tue, 20 Dec 2011 03:58:58 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwhvj0blYQ1qhfhvho1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503252889http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503252889Tue, 20 Dec 2011 03:57:00 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwhvi17z751qhfhvho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503242077http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503242077Tue, 20 Dec 2011 03:56:25 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwhvhivI271qhfhvho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503236528http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503236528Tue, 20 Dec 2011 03:56:06 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwhvflt5Fz1qhfhvho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503216323http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503216323Tue, 20 Dec 2011 03:54:57 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwhvf1s0b11qhfhvho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503210485http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503210485Tue, 20 Dec 2011 03:54:37 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwhveirrbb1qhfhvho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503204959http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503204959Tue, 20 Dec 2011 03:54:17 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwhve6zKJR1qhfhvho1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503201292http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503201292Tue, 20 Dec 2011 03:54:06 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwhvdeH2hy1qhfhvho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503192995http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503192995Tue, 20 Dec 2011 03:53:38 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwhvd0HZnU1qhfhvho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503188522http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14503188522Tue, 20 Dec 2011 03:53:24 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwb7tpQi7k1qadur8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>mmmm dig that crack giirl</p>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14502972558http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/14502972558Tue, 20 Dec 2011 03:41:50 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lbf8gmOsLw1qe3joso1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/11645144748http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/11645144748Wed, 19 Oct 2011 01:42:12 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltat2qUzjQ1qhfhvho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/11645099123http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/11645099123Wed, 19 Oct 2011 01:40:02 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltat0nh0XV1qhfhvho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/11645073235http://briezhettestfuppercut.tumblr.com/post/11645073235Wed, 19 Oct 2011 01:38:47 -0400